Thursday, March 17, 2022

The Audacity






Where do I get the audacity to be my deepest authenticity? To live with that little voice deep inside of me singing her strong song oh so very sweetly and oh so terribly boldly. To live listening. To listen and listen until there is less listening and more letting go and releasing of my bellowing billowing soul as it escapes and soars in the flow of truth and joy, until the depths of me are empty and light and silent. Where do I get the audacity? Perhaps, I get it from me, one small cup of universal energy. 

Monday, March 14, 2022

bunk bed

We buy her a bunk bed. There is an old man who lives north of here who builds them. He has built hundreds of bunk beds, he says. She wants one (she really really wants one) and the layering of sleeping children seems like a logical solution for this little room. Her father calls the old man who builds bunk beds, and the old man builds us one. The old man then drives south to our house, carries the bed up the stairs in pieces, and then builds it again. The yellow pine wood looks like honey against the pine needle green paint of the walls. Most nights, she climbs the ladder, a lanky girl of 6, and flops onto her mattress, shifting and sighing before eventually sleeping. Some nights, she is afraid to be alone waaaaaaay up there beneath the dark ceiling and her cold comforter. And so, risking a kick to the leg or head or hip, she slides along the wall of the bottom bunk to be beside her two-year-old brother. With gentleness, she pulls the blanket over her belly, smiles as she sinks onto a pillow, and closes her eyes. Soon, she is silent and sleeping, calm and happy to be close to the breath and skin of kin.  

A Wise Friend

A wise friend is akin to a book of old wisdom.  A book of bone and soul and skin. A book that breathes and speaks and eats. A book with a so...