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It is noise for the eyes and a circus for the mind.  It is a cacophony of psychotic atrocities, of lonely celebrities, and of the climate's warnings: earthquakes, wildfires, tsunamis, and all other earthly tragedies. Beneath the finger lies the globe's gossip and the country's failings. It is a place for a political ego to find evidence and articulate orators, writers and leaders. It triggers us or leaves us hopeless, ready for rally and revolution. The cell phone is somewhere else entirely, in both the ether and the palm, glowing like some small fluorescent sun. Screens leave me heavy with uncertainty. Therefore, I leave them away from me, silent, for pieces of every day.

Silence.

Screen-less silence.

I listen to the hum of the stove and the hush of my breath.

I let my mind wander and rest in homeostasis.

Yes.

Yet, in this distraction from internal dialogue, space, and boredom, I sometimes stumble upon transformation. It doesn't happen often. Only occasionally do I see a stranger and our similarities and disparities and realize more completely, inequality. Through screens, the brain and being can be educated and enlightened by all sorts of strangers from the human community. Screens can heal, and tie people and cultures together. Just as they can rip us apart with ignorant isms.

So, yes, silence.

I believe in screen-less silence.

I need this emptiness, this time of abandoning and internal seeing.

As we approach another year of political uncertainty, of egos shouting into small screens for all to see, I hope I am wiser than I was in 2016. Just as I hope these screens shine the full spectrum, and not simply the starkness of sides. 

I will seek more screen-less silence and only after, allow myself the power to...

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